God answered my prayers for today to be a better day. I woke up with a clearer mind. It dawned on me that I may have jumped into some conclusions yesterday. It's complicated to explain, but I'm glad that I may be wrong. I shall wait for the official report.
It still doesn't remove the fact that things have been getting more difficult for me. But at least there is still hope for a donor, yea?
Huh, yesterday was quite scary, though.
Ciao.
