of being brave

Many people have told me that I am a brave person. Thank you. Without those people feeding those words into me, it would probably have been harder for me to get to where I am today. However, if you really think about it, there's nothing brave about my situation. I'm probably not scared, but brave, I am not. Nobody volunteers to get a terminal illness, then go through the treatments. Brave is volunteering to fight for your country. Brave is giving birth to a baby. Brave is making a fool of yourself at a Malaysian Idol audition. Me, I'm just trying to save my life, in hope that I get to do brave things in the future.